(Yasha sucks in a breath and huffs it out again; she's felt misunderstood by people before, this is not a first for her. She is bad at explaining herself, it is why Mollymauk clicks so well with her. He just knows, and doesn't have to ask her anything. He understands her. She forgets that not everybody has this same ease.
She doesn't know how to convey to Beau that she is not leaving, she just wants to be alone for a couple of hours. That she's sorry for pulling her off the ground before. That she doesn't know how to deal with her grief, with the bad memories that it triggers, and she certainly doesn't know how to ask for help with it. Beau... is not making it very easy for her, either. Yasha doesn't know what to do. She tried, she laid it out as neatly as she could but Beau still doesn't get it. What else can she do?
This inner turmoil manifests in her standing very still in place, obviously struggling with herself. Then, she slowly turns, and she starts to walk away. At least she knows how to do this.)
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She doesn't know how to convey to Beau that she is not leaving, she just wants to be alone for a couple of hours. That she's sorry for pulling her off the ground before. That she doesn't know how to deal with her grief, with the bad memories that it triggers, and she certainly doesn't know how to ask for help with it. Beau... is not making it very easy for her, either. Yasha doesn't know what to do. She tried, she laid it out as neatly as she could but Beau still doesn't get it. What else can she do?
This inner turmoil manifests in her standing very still in place, obviously struggling with herself. Then, she slowly turns, and she starts to walk away. At least she knows how to do this.)