[Maybe it's panic, choking you out. Maybe it's feeling like there's no fucking way out. Maybe it's an inability to really process day to day life, to the point that you find yourself idly just wanting it all to stop, the same way you'd want the drilling of a constant room tone to cut out.]
[Going nowhere fast. Go somewhere, even if it is just straight down.]
When you don't have control over anything, that's the one call that's just yours to make.
[In theory, anyway.]
[Turned out that's got some holes in it. Wasn't your choice after all.]
cw: same
[Maybe it's panic, choking you out. Maybe it's feeling like there's no fucking way out. Maybe it's an inability to really process day to day life, to the point that you find yourself idly just wanting it all to stop, the same way you'd want the drilling of a constant room tone to cut out.]
[Going nowhere fast. Go somewhere, even if it is just straight down.]
When you don't have control over anything, that's the one call that's just yours to make.
[In theory, anyway.]
[Turned out that's got some holes in it. Wasn't your choice after all.]