[ She's quiet for some time. Karin's right; rationally, logically, she knows that. But it's so hard to reconcile that with how she feels about... well, herself. ]

Even so, I... I'm still not certain I'm the right person for the job. [ It's not the killing part that's got her really messed up, even though she's still not sure about that even after all the lives she's taken. ] I don't know if I would be doing it out of spite, or because the gods ordained it, or...

[ She pauses. She wants the choice, in the end, to be hers. ]