"I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean face it, would anyone notice if I just disappeared tomorrow?"

[It's clearly a recitation of something Connor's memorized, because he remembers why he kept it. Why he didn't just throw it out.]

I was going to throw his stupid letter away until I read that. At the time I figured I'd be dead and it wasn't my problem anymore. Now I realize he could just. He could show up here and I'd have to . . . How do you apologize for using someone's shitty school assignment as your suicide note?